What do you do when the peace you’ve always taken for granted is shattered in your own bedroom? And the only thing you know to do seems so wonky, even to your own way of thinking?

In this GPS episode, I sit down with Joni Topper. She’s a pastor’s wife, speaker, worship leader, songwriter, and author of “The Power of a Well-Placed Yes: God’s Abundant Faithfulness in a Small Church.”

Joni’s faith was planted early by a mother who had survived an alcoholic childhood and made a deliberate decision to raise her daughters differently. At the age of 7, Joni prayed to accept Christ in her living room. But at 16, that faith was tested in a way she never expected when a stranger broke into her home and assaulted her while she slept.

Joni lost her peace until she did something that she calls “wonky.” What she found in Psalm 4:8 became the turning point of her life. She made a decision to trust God, and she’s never lived in fear the same way since.

We talk about her ministry today, too. Joni shared how a canceled musical partnership and an unexpected invitation to a writers’ conference led her, in her retirement years, into a completely new calling as an author and speaker, built on the belief that God can use even the smallest, seemingly dull acts of obedience for something meaningful.

Key Takeaways:

  • A decision to trust God can happen in complete privacy. Joni’s pivotal moment of faith came alone, in her bedroom, and it changed the trajectory of her entire life.
  • You can thank God for the good without blaming Him for the bad. Joni pushes back on the idea that crediting God for protection means holding Him responsible for every hardship; He allows growth through difficulty, not cruelty.
  • Warnings from wise mentors deserve real weight. Being “unequally yoked” isn’t only about faith versus no faith, but about depth of commitment, and ignoring that warning cost Joni real heartache.
  • Daily manna, not stockpiled faith. Exodus 16 teaches that trust in God is a daily practice, not a one-time event.
  • God doesn’t require flashy obedience. Joni’s ministry was born from unexpected doors opening in her retirement years, proving that even small, unglamorous acts of faithfulness matter deeply to God.

Key Themes:

Childhood faith · Trauma and trust · Psalm 4:8 · Being unequally yoked · Daily dependence on God · Late-in-life calling · Storytelling as ministry · God’s relentless pursuit Who Will Benefit: Anyone who has experienced trauma or injustice and wonders where God was in it, anyone considering marriage and weighing a mentor’s warning, believers seeking a daily (not one-time) understanding of trust, and anyone wondering if it’s too late in life to step into a new calling.

If you’re spiraling right now, wondering if God really cares — crawl into His lap. He reaches, and reaches, and reaches for you, and He will never stop. I’m Anna Moore Bradfield. And this is God’s Power Stories.

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